Weird Night

I went out with some friends last night and saw the movie Bumblebee, I really loved it!  It was a fun night and was great to get out for awhile, I had been avoiding hanging out with friends lately due to anxiety.

Had a very strange night/morning.  I got up in the middle of the night and ate a bunch of crap I shouldn’t have, wasn’t even fully awake. It’s a good thing I didn’t turn burners on or anything.  Then I semi woke up I guess around 6:30 in the morning but just laid there for hours in some weird sleep daze.  It was like I was awake and asleep at the same time somehow.  Really odd.  Eventually I looked at my phone and saw a couple hours had gone by and I needed to take my morning meds but I couldn’t get myself up like I was stuck or something then a couple more hours went by and I finally woke up fully.  Seroquel seems to affect me differently than it did a long time ago when I was previously on it.  That’s the only thing I can think of because I just started it a week ago.  Kind of freaky, hope it doesn’t happen again.

Anyway, I’ve set some goals for this month.  One is to only weigh myself once a week instead of several times a day. I had my scale sitting in the doorway to my kitchen, which was a really stupid idea when I’m trying to recover.  Plus I keep tripping over it it, and I guess if I’m going to be wandering around the house half asleep it’s a hazard lol