I started getting obsessed with my weight again, not eating enough, overly active. I recognized it quickly though and have consciously been making sure I don’t do that and make better decisions. I understand recovery from eating disorders isn’t linear, and nobody’s perfect, so falling back into old habits sometimes happens. It’s hard to change something that’s been part of your life for 7 years. I’ve been reading through different books on the subject and I realize I do have things in my life that are more important than my weight, much more important things. I love life, love my family (including my pets!) and friends. I have a lot more to live for than spending my days trapped in the obsession of weight and calories.